There are many blue colors, Alice blue, cornflower blue and Monday blue.
Sometimes, I found very difficult to communicate with people. Isn’t it told that good employee should try to argue less and work more? I am trying, but for many times, I wish I could have printed out an electrocardiogram to show you all how I was feeling.
I’m feeling very okay, so please take it easy.
Though you have offered a job to someone that is just as good as me, then blame the delay of every subcontractor on me. Am I furious about any decision whoever has made which is unfair to me? Am I arguing that the vendor and subcontractors who are giving up on your project are your old friend’s old friend? Yes, it is your project, not mine. I have tried my best to keep my part making progress, but what did you do with this? Any helping hand or valuable suggestions from you?
That’s why, I won’t say any congratulations to the one who took the job and asked me to be cool, told me that I shouldn’t compare myself with him in the first place. He is elder, with higher degrees, and more experienced. And he is a “he”, take that as another advantage. I graduated two years ago from a way better university than his, and speak better English, and dare to take the responsibility and work as a man though I am a girl.
I won’t say congratulations not because I am jealous of the opportunity. The reason is that I don’t think it will be a blessing thing to work with a boss like this. All the best, that’s all I manage to say.